Deuteronomy or Just Text Me Make an appearance- your body of work The way your shoulder tilts could only show where you've stood. In basements or on your lap Its not based on love, its based on facts. But it was the fine print that kept the love alive or kept me seeing you, what kept you to hide. Its an open concept she said, if one has figgy pudding we all have figgy pudding. But I need a heavy metal detox straight to the gut I need 4 or 5 people to help me stand up But you can't do it on your own- You need lemon in the morning, sleep at night 5 books of psalms to set you back right- A crack in the neck, in the shoulder, a deep breath. --- You're wearing a heavy metal jacket in an open house concept Your naked in the basement I didn't see but mom said. OK now normalized Like this mornings mudslides Like waiting for a text that took 40 days to find..
“Holdin’ On” Demo— Recorded this on New Years Day then drove in the rain listened to it on repeat sobbing for a few hours. Holding on ~~~
A day. A month. A time. A second. A lifetime. A moment. A year.
It is in fact relative but the grandiose essence of experiencing something through a circle format has your body and mind ready for it. To process it. Whether you want to or not. The earth is round. and the clock is round. And you have been practicing the rhythms of the seasons whether aware or not. It is not a surprise. Its just a part of the cycle.
I wish more things were round I think we would feel more comfortable experiencing. People love round things like ice rinks. Roller rinks. Frisbee. Not sure why im thinking sports but was just admiring some folks skate around a pop up holiday ice rink in the center of downtown tucson wondering why they put that there. But then I was really enjoying watching people skating along in this very small awkward but beautiful ice rink in the center of the street and realizing oh thats why they do that. Sure I’m sure for capital and street cred. But actually I think most things that cost $’s started as a non dollar enjoyable pleasure.
And then someone one day was like hey hey hey we could make a little $$$ on that there scrumptious entity that has you squeezing from your gils. And then they did. I am constantly trying to measure extravagance with enjoyableness with practicalness with preciousness with sustainableness. and often leads me back to the circle of a still structure moving ferociously inside but seems measurably stable on the contour but thinks too much about how things work and often forfeits because overwhelmed by TMI. There is no perfect balance just learning how to manage all the feelings. Which takes a lot of time and patience. This year I am trying to make room. Make more space for light to come in. Be more patient with myself. With the world. Instead of being mad at the checkout girl for not knowing what an artichoke is. Just falling in love with standing on planet earth and breathing one more inhale. .
<3 you anyway you are~~ stay strong ~ be bold
<<2023 777 Chariot Blessings to you on this mystical Rabbit Year
~Dolls
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